miniature jumper cables

So Tuesday nights are special, in both good and bad ways.

Right now I am avoiding a mighty big confession. That is why I am writing about something totally opposite. So what's the point of this whole thing?? WHAT IS IT??!!

I dunno, apparently I have been too busy to make it a priority, so I'm just gunna try to get into the habit again of writing something until what I really need to say spills out. By accident, because that's the only way it will. An Accident.

Tuesday night.

Yes, it was good. We talked about ways we tend to think and be like the world. Kind of a VBS question, almost too churchy for my taste, but I went along with it because I know that what I think and eventually  do with my thoughts are as sick and demented as the next person in line to hell. 

So this got me thinking about a few things, and the end of Tuesday night came and we came up with this:

Our focus needs to be taken completely off of ourselves. So do it. Make it not about you, but completely about others so that whatever you are seeing in yourself, you can get rid of by getting rid of yourself.

Its been working. Its weird. I have helped out more people than I can think of and its been day 2.

This morning some lady whom I had never seen before needed to jump start her car and although I was going to be really really late for class, I did it. I didn't help her much, mainly because the only jumper cables we had were the length of my arm, making them the world's first mini-jumper cables, it was all good. 

I made a friend, who is a neighbor, and who needed help. 

Now about that confession, maybe I need to be jump started. 

God, I'm exhausted.